got me going c r a z y.

26.09.16

2209H

 

i spend my summer nights

drowning in my fallen fight

i wish someone would take the pain away

but then i refuse to let anyone stay

 

i spend my summer nights

drinking away in the limelight

thinking how my efforts were a waste

stressing over how he left me a bad taste

 

i spend my summer nights

crouched and ready to flight

the adrenaline a no joke

tempting me to sniff coke

 

i spend my summer nights

praying substance abuse won’t be my plight

but then i caught his gaze

and everything else became a blurry daze

 

i spend my summer nights

recounting memories of how we were tight

thought he’d stick by when he knew

but maybe to him i was just one of his few

 

i spend my summer nights

feeling downcast and out of sight

tried to hide all of my pain

but then i ask, what do i gain

 

i spend my summer nights

trying to live with all my might

but he had driven me into a frenzy

and now he got me going crazy

 

2222H

 

nana

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