an open letter to the one i want most –

04.03.17

at 1916H i write this open letter to you, to express how i feel about you.

i guess i never saw it coming, least did i expected it. but then again, a friend once told me that the best things happened unexpectedly.

you are the best unexpected thing that happened to me.

i write this letter to you, to tell you how much i want you. more than just a friend, and nothing less of a lover that i will cherish with all i have.

you are the only one, the one that fills my thoughts, my dreams, my everyday yearnings and beams.

i write this letter to you, to say it out loud why i want you. because you make me smile and laugh, you make me see life’s beauty and you are the reason i have hope. 

you became the very reason why i wanted to breathe happily again.

i write this letter to you, to remind you that i’ve always loved you. from a mere acquaintance to a friend, my love just grew deeper even if i’ve always played it cool on the surface of my facade.

you’re very blind to not have seen, how much love and effort i’m pouring in.

i write this letter to you, to assure that it’s perfectly okay if i’m not the one you choose. i won’t hold anything against you, and my love will forever run deep and true for you. i will wait, because forever isn’t far away when it’s for you.

you can choose any other flower now, but please don’t take more than forever to be mine.

i write this letter to you, to find out if you feel the same about me. i want to know so badly if there were any feelings from your part. i just want the truth.

you can say no, i won’t blame you. you can say no, i will take it and we can part in peace. or stay friends at least.

so i complete this letter at 1935H, with a finishing note – 
i will always love you.


nana

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in the midst of a new york city crowd.

27.09.15

and maybe one day, i could be stuck in the midst of a new york city crowd

then you might, just might, bump into me with files and projects and business deals in hand…

but when i get a second glimpse of those beautiful eyes and to-die-for scent

and you get a good look at the freckles on my nose or dimpled cheeks

maybe just then you’ll pull me into your arms for a much needed embrace

and it could be at that moment that we become perfect for one another

because even in the midst of a new york city crowd

i couldn’t miss it if i saw my prince charming

the one that would’ve always given me my fairytale ending

nana

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