got me going c r a z y.

26.09.16

2209H

 

i spend my summer nights

drowning in my fallen fight

i wish someone would take the pain away

but then i refuse to let anyone stay

 

i spend my summer nights

drinking away in the limelight

thinking how my efforts were a waste

stressing over how he left me a bad taste

 

i spend my summer nights

crouched and ready to flight

the adrenaline a no joke

tempting me to sniff coke

 

i spend my summer nights

praying substance abuse won’t be my plight

but then i caught his gaze

and everything else became a blurry daze

 

i spend my summer nights

recounting memories of how we were tight

thought he’d stick by when he knew

but maybe to him i was just one of his few

 

i spend my summer nights

feeling downcast and out of sight

tried to hide all of my pain

but then i ask, what do i gain

 

i spend my summer nights

trying to live with all my might

but he had driven me into a frenzy

and now he got me going crazy

 

2222H

 

nana

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i’m not the only one.

11.08.16

” you say, i’m crazy

’cause you don’t think i know what you’ve done. 

but when you call me baby, 

i know i’m not the only one. “

 

and i know that i’ll never be your only one.

ever.

from the first time we met

till the day i went

i couldn’t tell

if your love was true

and i only felt

a glimmer of hope

momentarily

but you went ahead

took her in your embrace

love her just the same you did me

and then you pushed me away

no regrets, feeling like i was a mistake you made

and henceforth i knew

i would never be your only one.

ever.

 

nana

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