i am afraid. 

16.09.16

i am afraid.

scared.

frightened.

terrified.

of you. and all that you’re doing.

and i will end up pushing you away. because i am unsure. i am uncertain. i am in doubt. i feel, no, i know, i will get hurt. or i will hurt you. and i want neither. 

so i do what i always do best. 

i run away.

hide.

cower in fear.

shut everyone out.

stop feeling.

 i am numb.


nana

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