a spontaneous little entry written as i wait for my turn.
have you ever felt trapped and enclosed in a small, dark and sorrowful place? bright light could shine through, like a breakthrough in the darkness of the moment. but no light is ever enough to liberate the fears, extinguish the tears. waiting here, waiting now, to see what i dread…some kind of weird pain it is. having to stare at it with my hopeful orbs each time, only to hear that i have yet to recover from all those horrifying years. it’s a terrible feeling, with no way for me to express it. with no escape, no way, no path to a freedom i wish i could grasp.
it’s an unfortunate life of being trapped within these white walls of agony, sorrow, pain, anger and depression.