sigh. it’s like history’s repeating itself. no one really cares, do they ? even when i’m down and at my worst, all they ever do when they look for me is to shower their problems on me. i have no issues with helping them, but i’m not one to help someone when my own mind is all in a mess. i feel like if i help them when i’m in this state, i’m not actually helping them at all. but i still try my best. to put my problems aside and help someone else when they need it. but why is it when i need them, they’re not here ? why ? i kinda feel disappointed actually but meh, not gonna say anything much. there’s school tomorrow and i have half a mind to ditch. really can’t be bothered with school now…especially when i’m a wreck.